The Winter In My Heart

So, my room mate Alexa is super cool, and we always listen to everything she says. lol So,from her example, Rachel and I decided/consented to create blogs of our own. But of course, on the spot I can't think of a single thing to blog about, (although, sometimes I feel like I never run out of things to talk about, ha ha). So for lack of a thing to blog about, and since my evening was filled with lots of singing, I decided to look through my notebooks at some songs I wrote a while ago. So TADA, here it is, It's one that's kind of random, and only I know what a lot of it means, but I kind of like it, I mean, I wrote it, I would hope I liked it. lol Well, off we go, I wrote this song like two years ago. It's so crazy to look back and see how much has changed between now and then.
         Winter In My Heart
If my world were to fall and crash and burn today,
I'd smile up at the sky and then I'd thank God, when you walk my way
I love you
Don't leave me
More "goodbye"s, I just cannot take
I miss your eyes
Your sweet smile
I'm sorry, Can't find the can't find the courage to say:
"You're on my mind, both day and night"
So scared if I speak, then you will turn and run and fly...away
You've really touched my life,
Came and opened up my mind,
I found things I never thought I could do on my own
How can I tell you my choice is made?
Do you see that I'm so afraid?
I'm so scared just to look you straight in the eye
So I fall down on my knees,
I pray for your safe return to me.
Is this what's in your head? In your heart? In your hands? Is it?
Is this what's in your head? In your heart? In your hands? In mine...
Well, am I just wasting my time?
Will you become just another rhyme, just another boy, just another line in a song?
It may have been long ago,
And my heart you still hold on to,
And you have no idea how true, the words, that you said, to me, could possibly be...
If my world were to fall and crash and burn today,
I'd smile up at the sky and thank my Father, that I'm okay, and I
Will be strong,  and I
Will hold on, and I
Will believe, there's a time,
For you and me
So I will wait for you
I'm holding on to what I know is true...
And I know it's...you...